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unfair to my life

지나파크 2017. 10. 14. 23:25
On the way back to Philippines,
I was loaded hugely with the stuff for my friends and officemates.
My bags were heavy and my dad was struggling to pack my stuff into a small baggage. He complained that i should have brought a bigger bag.

At the airport, i was hesitating to bye a eyemask for me, it was a 7 usd.
I bought a lot for a gift meaning apending alot of money. But WHY didnt i spend for my self?

My mom and dad are caring people. They care me and my sister, relatives, friends, neigbors, and others. That is their nature and i received it as my nature.

But.... sometimes when it is burden to me to prioritize otheres before myself, it irritates me.
I like myself caring others.
BUt I needed to fix it into the right way so that i become more happier.

(Of course i shop for myself ........ as well..............duty free shop becomes the shopping place for rewarding... too expensive)